Watching Dad at Work
When I was a child, I loved to go with Dad while he worked in his shop. I sometimes held the end of a board while he sawed the other end, or picked up wood scraps littering the floor, but mostly, I just watched.
That was fine with me. I just wanted to be with Dad. I enjoyed hanging with him on his turf — even when I couldn't talk because he was thinking or measuring. Receiving a toy box he made in his shop increased my sense of admiration and awe.
Recently, I was reminded of those days when talking with Craig, a volunteer at a maximum security prison in Florida. He told me about an Uprooting Anger class he was leading. After the second class, one of the men told Craig he wasn't sure he believed there's a God.
Craig assured him it was fine for him to attend the class even if he didn't believe. He encouraged him, "Just keep your mind open." The inmate assured him he would and Craig was grateful for the interchange.
The next week, the same man shared that he'd gotten in a fight and was ready to kill a man, but "I think God stopped me."
He went on to describe that he had his hand around the man's throat and was ready to squeeze, to choke him to death. But, just at that moment somebody from his anger management class appeared and broke up the fight.
Craig then learned that the clash had just happened. The inmate was still shaking from it.
He rejoiced at the work of God to prevent a murder and at the evidence of the Lord at work in the life of the young man before him.
I told him I appreciated his faithfulness to go into prisons representing the Lord and carrying hope and life to the men there.
Craig said, "I feel like a little boy going to work with his dad. He tells me that He'll do the work and I just need to be still and watch."
Oh, my! The work in my dad's shop doesn't compare to the work done by my heavenly Father. A child's toy box is nothing when you consider building the kingdom of God or transforming people's hearts and lives. There is no comparison in relation to importance, complexity, value — or vulnerability to damage. Furthermore, I don't understand any more about building kingdoms or doing spiritual heart surgery than I understood about power tools as a six-year-old.
In my eagerness to help out, how many times have I interfered and messed up projects the Lord was working on? I want to help, not harm.
I want to learn to "be still and know that [He is] God" ( ).
Meanwhile, if I go to work with heavenly Dad and keep my hands to myself, I can spend time with Him, watch Him work, and get to know Him better. He might even let me join in occasionally.
As I learn to "Stand still," maybe I will more often "see the salvation of the Lord which He will accomplish ... today" ( ).
I'd like that. Help me, Lord.
Copyright © Kay Camenisch 2013. Used by permission.
